“Write An Article — Writing is linked to an improved memory and expression of thoughts. When you write, you are strengthening your brain’s natural ability to convey thoughts and feelings. Writing is a great way to exercise your ability to analyze and build a thought process with critical thinking. Journals, diaries, blog entries, and writing stories are phenomenal ways to fulfill your brain.”
-http://4mind4life.com/blog/2008/02/06/50-ways-to-boost-your-brain-power/
as this text says, I guess from this moment as my new years resolution, I’ll try my best to practice regularly. I think this activity is cool since it is a good source of relaxer.
i don’t know how to free myself
i’m bothered how to confess myself most especially to my family..hmm…i dont know how to tell them that i’m not straight as they think so. I’m afraid that they might not accept me…hmm..
i saw myself like this last christmas and i’m hoping that this would not continue until new years celebration. :(
—borrow this ma’am :)
yeah, pretty right. before, i put my whole world to my previous last ones. i never thought that we’ll end up just being strangers to each other. i loved her too much. i built all my dreams with her. i constructed all my plans remembering her as well.i really loved her so much.
when the time came, she has to leave because she no longer loves me. my whole world and dreams suddenly crushed down. I thought of suicide because i was in deep hurt. I felt too hurt accepting that she is no longer mine. yes, it hurts.
I came to a point wherein, i was with my friends and they were all laughing with every jokes and happy conversation we’re having…yet, in reality I’m just laughing with empty smile. I have to smile because they were. at that point I was convincing myself that I’m ok. I found myself stupid because I felt like living dead. It’s difficult to pretend that you’re happy despite of the real situation.
I went like this for years. Imagine, yearssss? that’s pretty long… until such time, I realized that I have to move on. because, since my ex has already moved on so I must too.I have to love myself.
from there, I learned that I must not depend on others more than to myself,
:)
feeling so alone..
what now?
hmm..
it’s about 3 in the morning and yet i’m still awake..
can anybody here be my chat mate for the meantime?
i’m currently doing my school works but my eyes and brain are feeling too sleepy„
hmm…i hope someone will reply to this„my simple message :(
Boys Like Girls - Thunder (by BoysLikeGirlsVEVO)
i really love this song! :)
christmas is near..yet I can’t look at this Filipino people, who were suffering from the previous disaster by typhoon Sendong. It’s really heart-crashing to see them losing their families. :( pls,let us help them to overcome ad recover from this things..
